Why am I even compelled to do this?

Because "everybody's doing it?" Because I've learned so much from other people just because they share their heart? Because I'm terrified at the thought of someone reading about things that I think and feel? I'm compelled I think because here is a place that may be totally private and at the same time, at the mercey of millions, and yes, I am terrified of the thought of publishing thoughts and feelings. I'm not sure if I'll tell anyone about this blog. Maybe I will. Do I write as if people will read? Or as if no one will? Not sure, maybe a little of both. Maybe the blog will consist of mostly conversations between myself and God. Who knows. Guess I'll see where the journey leads me. First step, Publish Post...